Puppy
Size
"Danielle keeps repeating it over and over
again.
We've been back to this animal shelter at least five times.
It
has been weeks now since we started all of this," the mother told the volunteer.
"What
is it she keeps asking for?" the volunteer asked.
"Puppy size!"
replied the mother.
"Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what
she's looking for."
"I know...we have seen most of them,"
the mom said in frustration...
Just then Danielle came walking into the
office.
"Well, did you find one?" asked her mom.
"No,
not this time," Danielle said with sadness in her voice.
"Can
we come back on the weekend?"
The two women looked at each other, shook
their heads and laughed.
"You never know when we will get more dogs.
Unfortunately, there's always a supply," the volunteer said.
Danielle
took her mother by the hand and headed to the door.
"Don't worry, I'll
find one this weekend," she said.
Over the next few days both mom and
dad had long conversations with her.
They both felt she was being too particular.
"It's
this weekend or we're not looking any more," Dad finally said in frustration.
"We
don't want to hear anything more about puppy size either," Mom added.
Sure
enough, they were the first ones in the shelter on Saturday morning.
By now
Danielle knew her way around, so she ran right for the section
that housed
the smaller dogs.
Tired of the routine, mom sat in the small waiting room
at the end of the first row of cages.
There was an observation window so
you could see the animals during times when visitors weren't permitted.
Danielle
walked slowly from cage to cage, kneeling periodically to take a closer look.
One by one the dogs were brought out and she held each one.
One by one she
said, "Sorry, you're not the one."
It was the last cage on this
last day in search of the perfect pup.
The volunteer opened the cage door and
the child carefully picked up the dog and held it closely.
This time she took
a little longer.
"Mom, that's it! I found the right puppy! He's the
one! I know it!" she screamed with joy.
"It's the
puppy size!"
"But it's the same size as all the other puppies
you held over the last few weeks," Mom said.
"No not size ----
the sighs. When I held him in my arms, he sighed," she said.
"Don't
you remember? When I asked you one day what love is, you told
me love depends
on the sighs of your heart. The more you love, the bigger the sigh!"
The
two women looked at each other for a moment. Mom didn't know whether to laugh
or cry.
As she stooped down to hug the child, she did a little of both.
"Mom,
every time you hold me, I sigh. When you and Daddy come home
from work and
hug each other, you both sigh.
I knew I would find the right puppy if it sighed
when I held it in my arms," she said.
Then holding the puppy up close
to her face she said, "Mom, he loves me. I heard the sighs of his heart!"
Close
your eyes for a moment and think about the love that makes you sigh.
I not
only find it in the arms of my loved ones, but in the caress of a sunset,
the kiss of the moonlight and the gentle brush of cool air on a hot day.
They
are the sighs of God. Take the time to stop and listen; you will be surprised
at what you hear.
"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but
by the moments that take our breath away."